Listening to : Corrine May - Save Me

Blogging this before i get to church.. it's another nice Sunday
went out yesterday to grab a present for Gene, it's his birthday today
great huh ?
hopefully we're gonna go out later as a group
that'd be great .

You take me on a roller coaster ride
You take me through and through
You see just who i am
Just take my hand and...
Save me,
From this place
Heaven knows i've fallen..
For you my sweet embrace
Heaven knows... Heaven knows...
I've been waiting for you

well i'm quitting the computer these upcoming 2 weeks.
till the exams are over, at least.
i've been inspired to do well, everytime i see her
my heart just wants to soar, to accomplish the tasks set before me
and achieve my dreams. haha .
seems like such a childish reason to do well,
but hey, isn't life too short to grow up too fast ?
i want her to save me from this place
to lift me up out of my pit and run far, far away
and maybe one day, this dream will come true, who knows ?

haa .

i just want to.. find something meaningful i guess
i've been to where i wanted to be .. ACJC
yet.. amidst the great friends and easygoing environment
i've been somewhat disillusioned .
it's always the same. somehow..
i don't know why . but hell, i just want to fix it.
get out of this place, into the Uni, where i can finally study what i want to
and not just random rubbish that i'll never use again in the future..

the dreams come more recurently, like echoes in the evening wind
have you ever had a dream that resonates so strongly,
that you just had to believe that it's true ?
i don't know..
whether to believe it or not,
or maybe, it's just another memory that's meant to be forgotten
we'll never understand the intangible,
for we're creatures of the physical and not meant to grasp the ethereal plane
yet we desire.. so often, to see it again and again.
it's that sense of mystery that brings excitement to our lives i guess.

so i'd give you my world, now
even if it comes crashing down later on
i'd still give you my all, now