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Sunday, September 12, 2004

Hey 'sup people,
got something pretty interesting here..
new pix!! haha.
well some old, some new.


this are some pix of my pet guinea pig.. erm.. banana. (really that's his name)

MugshOt I
MugshOt II
MugshOt III

great. now that you've been introduced.. keke.
these are some pix of Hong Ern and I bullying him. hahaha. o_O!!

RaRr..TaStY..

OmGWtFBbQ.. YaNdAo KiA!
KisSeS.. hOw RoMaNTiC-

alright.. dun say we bully him LOL! We bathed him and dried him. kekeke.

BliNk At The CaMeRa...
Butt-PrEsS.. KeKe

lol okkay.. yep. thats all on my guinea pig. yep.

these are some on my earring and me lolx.

Soon-to-be-Sticked Stud
HaZy...

haha.. hope u guys enjoyed these pix.
only managed to upload them recently..
yeah..
well take care all.. gonna do my Prelims soon..
so all the best to u cool gurus : Shawn ++ Bernie ++ Gemma
good luck and STUDY HARD, kk !!!!!~~~~



wS thought about life at 1:23 am

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Tuesday, September 07, 2004

so much for my happy ending..
i want the reason for our lives.
we were meant to live in this ocean avenue,
but we've fallen,
pick up the little pieces of me..
i'm addicted to this perfect girl,
and she will be loved,
so hold on boys and girls,
i'm gonna sing the anthem.
but i fear that i'm in too deep,
turning into dust.


and this is how you remind me
of this love
when we're away from the sun.
will you be here when i'm gone?
i'm dreaming
here without you
if i ain't got you
i'll die.
sleeping awake
while i write this poem.


ookay..
not really the most original piece of work,
it's just something i tried to do..
songs titles in a short piece of literature..
hmm.


i'm going to put a picture of my piercing up soon..
maybe in the weekend
when i have more time.
heh.


sleepy all the time..
but studying hard.
hopefully God'll pull me through this.
i need to work harder.
- FoRsAkEn.IdEntiTy. -


just got ear sticks~~ so happy~~
haha.
like 20+ pieces for 2 bucks.. wow.
kekekekkekekeke.

wS thought about life at 8:43 pm

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Friday, September 03, 2004

[x] awakening to the sound of pouring rain___________


___________life beckons. we answer. drenched to the bone. [x]
bleeding in the canopy
where shadows envelop me
my dying essence fades
into the evening moonlight

she haunts my every waking moment
each fitful sleep i slumber
i dream of her
i can't stop
the death of my soul imminent
yet my body tears me from reason
and rends me upon the rocks
her rocks

bleeding slowly
the haunting echoes of the dreams
they follow me
like the embers in the eyes
of my predators
unshaken they slake their hunger
upon my very being
each blood that falls
relinquishes a thirst they pant for
lapse for
torment for

uncredited desire
i wish it would stop
yet i don't want to let it go.


oh well..
that depicts some secret sub-cult fantasy i harbour..
hmm..
well it's a secret innit.
no worries it's nothing sick hahaha~
oh well.
only certain people know.
bahz.
forget it LOL.
haha.

things i realise i need :
*Maroon 5 Cd. omg can some1 burn this for me?
*A softer pillow. is my head caved in?
*My English paper. arghh i did sooo well. i want it BACK!
*Better lighting. study.. makes... me... sleepy..
*Anti-addiction pills. im stuck to doooota......

........ and she will be loved.
......... and she will be loved.
......... and she will be loved.

tap on my window
knock on my door
i wanna make you feel beautiful
i know i tend to get so insecure
doesn't matter anymore
it's not always rainbows and butterflies
it's compromise that moves us along
my heart is full and my door's always open
you can come anytime you want.
.....
i don't mind spending everyday
out on your corner in the pouring rain
look for the girl with the broken smile
ask her if she wants to stay awhile...
.....

........ and she will be loved.
........ and she will be loved.
........ and she will be loved.


--{-@ [[k.K]]--{-@

wS thought about life at 11:16 pm

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Wednesday, September 01, 2004

it falls like rain..
droplets of blackened desires spilling onto the marbled floor..
fey! the gothical gargolyes wail in despair.
a black heart to a black soul..
do you see the light within?

dunno what i've done..
like a haze before my eyes.
i don't understand what i cannot see.
we can't feel what we cannot touch.
an invisible barrier restraining our thoughts
memories of the past flooding the present.

peering into the looking glass
we see our own reflections. yet we do not comprehend.
they only see our past mistakes not our good points.
the undesirable surfaces, drowning the good.
is it all worth it? for all they care is our faults.

society fucking sucks.
no one gives a damned about each other.
all wrapped up in their sorry little lives.
they go about each day, like the miller to his mill.
walking, talking, sleeping.
they thrive on the downfall of the weak.
shameless and vicious,
they prey on the outsiders.
and long for their blood to be shed.

i hate you all.
it stinks to know you.
petty and manevolent, you all just squabble like chickens in the farmyard
it sucks just to be near you all,
i'm afraid your sickness will rub off me.
i know i've been in the wrong so many times.
was i ever afraid to take the downfall?
you guys. just remember the worse sides.
fuck off my case already.
you can't even fucking remember anything i've ever done for you.
no fucking remorse in your squinty little shifty shitty eyes.
petty to the core. it's amazing you haven't killed your sister yet.
ostracizing . because of something u'd done.
ffs. get a life you bunch of losers.
it was all a joke. knowing the both of you.
for God's sakes lay off my case already
i haven't done anything to you.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
carry on with your pitiful lives.
i can't stand your silly egos.

ty all who have been great friends to me.
esp you guys @ church -

Shawn
Hong Ern
Bernie
Jean
Denise
Terri
Gemma (u still cool gal~)
Ariana
Gareth
Russell
Daniel
Matthias
Eugene
Benjamin
Jasmin
Rachel
Charis
Shaun
Wee Li
Ryan
+ all that i might have missed out

And u guys at school -

Qing Yuan
Zi Xing
Ben Soh
Gandhi D.
Landon Su [[ ur sarcasm is appreciated :) ]]
J. Chua
Cumar
Manoj
Darius Sim RX
yep. that's all. the rest you know who you are and why u aren't in here.
this isn't some hate post or something.
it's just how i feel right now.
i really don't want this to happen.
i said im sorry. what more do you want?
i've stopped right.
but you guys wanna carry on being petty
it won't affect me in any way.
honestly.
i don't really care. it's up to you.
just don't talk behind my back.
and be bloody assholes.
yep.
if you do. i really won't do anything.
but i'd pity you. so get a life.
yeah.


wS thought about life at 8:31 pm

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