And you promised me.. what? A life of love and fantasy we never meant to fulfill?

Monday, December 20, 2004

Well.. Got into CJC Arts . Appealing for ACJC.

Oh well . Didn't get into my dream school .
Gonna try and appeal to get in now .
Typing all the stuff.. preparing for it .
I hope that I can really get in, to fulfil a promise I made .
Hmm .
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Feeling so tired.. So jaded .

wS thought about life at 1:57 pm

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Thursday, December 16, 2004

Moment of Revelation : 17th December 2004 .
Reason : Preliminary PAE Postings . WHAT A sickening Alliteration .

postings are arriving soon ..
pity i don't have the password to access it from Nz ..
i'll just have to go back and check grgrgrgr.
having a great time over here in Nz .
Christchurch is as cold as ever.
heck my mucus is prolly freezing as we speak !
but it's great to be back.
been traversing the entire coast of South Island Nz for the past week..
Kaikoura.. Hanmer Springs..
yeah.
been doing tourist stuff .
but i've been doing some serious thinking as well .
i'm honestly so happy for this fire in our youth .
but you know you all musn't let it die..
keep stoking the flames and feeding it with the fuel
the fuel..
new believers, mutual encouragement and walking closely with God .
they are the basic principals upon which the youth can keep this revival going .
keep praying and keep believing .
because he is real !

see ya all soon!
:) ... darn been eating Fish&Chips like.. 4 days straight. bleagh @ potatoes+fish

wS thought about life at 1:53 pm

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Sunday, December 12, 2004

Christchurch. 12th December . 2004 .
Sleepy . Bored .

Haven't been doing anything much lately ..
it's been boring in the sleepy lil' town of Christchurch so far ..
doing mundane stuff like eating sleeping and the like .
Gonna go play Bball with a coupla youths from my mom's church here in Nz .
hope i'll have a great workout .
hehe .

society is pretty open here ..
lotsa expressiveness and stuff .
heck lotsa girls look your way when you're one of the only guys
with spikey and dyed hair here in NZ !!
haha.. of course i shouldn't reciprocate ya know :)
gonna go bungy jumping and white water rafting tmr ..
hopefully i survive 2 get back to y'all :)
just know i'm gonna have a great time .
no more boring Christchurch yayyy!!

btw ppl .
you should read Dan Brown's Da Vinci Code .
i tell you it is SO controversial .
reading it gives you so much disturbing views on our Christian lives .
just think about it .
but do not ever let fiction shake your faith cos you all are on FIRE for the TRUE God .
just let it be an example of a way the devil wants to work against our beliefs .
take care and pray hard youths .
cos it's OUR time now to make a stand !

wS thought about life at 10:06 am

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Thursday, December 09, 2004

the youth camp was great as usual .
the presence of the Lord God moving through the youths ,
touching them . changing their lives .
i hope that they retain this power within them .
remove all their iniquities and be blessed within the power of the Holy Ghost .

we need a sweet anointing to cover this youth .
Charis proclaimed that we will be a ministry of 80 strong .
i believe we can do this .
we will and we WILL infect each and every unsaved soul with the passion of the Lord .
let his essence flow among the masses and touch their souls .
touch their hearts and make them understand the true power of God .
there's so much potential for our youth ministry..
but it must be fully unlocked so we can use it effectively .

everyday i'll be praying .
praying for this revival to last .
i don't believe we need another revivial .
let this one be the first and the last .
if we join hands in exaltation of his Holy Name it will be a sign
that our time has come to ROCK THE WORLD .
YOUTHS OF CHARACTER CHRIST .
i believe in each and every one of you .
take the world of the devil by STORM!!!

typing this as i ready to go to the airport.. maybe i'll fill in another section when i'm at Changi Airport..
flying off to NZ. don't really want to go . but i'll be back soon .
so i'll see all you beloved Character Christ youths soon !
i only have these few precious words to say to all of you :
always always always absolutely .
treasure the friends you have near you now .
treasure this time of revival you all experienced at camp the past few days .
i know you all may feel the buzz of the Spirit within you now..
but it fades.. but i want all of you to cling on to it .
for we'll all hang onto God,
cos he's stronger . and in the darkness
he'll guide you .
keep up the spiritual strength in your heart people .
and never forget that our only goal in this ministry we serve is .
to GLORIFY GOD .

peace out .. at home

wS thought about life at 2:10 pm

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Sunday, December 05, 2004

going away from 6th December to 18th December .

haix soo tired . just came back from recce-ing sentosa with the comm .
Shawn, Jasmin, Keith, Charis, Pearl .. we rented bikes and went all over the place .
JUST TO PLAN THE CAMP SOOO WELL . haha please look 4ward to our games !
haix .
been junking up too much on fast food lately..
all the comm meetings are held in BK all the time!! grgrgrgrgr ..........
first was Plaza BK then later Millenia Walk BK...
THEN Sentosa also had a BK which we ate at for lunch lolx .
that's sad ... oh well .
that bike workout removed all the unwanted junk muahahah .

went recce-ing the place... cycled all over..
we found great cool spots i never been b4..
the abandoned Asian Village was really great fun .
so mysterious, nice and cool !
...except the gay mosquitos ..
had a coupla bites here and there..
but poooo Jas and Shawn were MASS attacked.. Haha..

gonna go youth camp and hav so much fun haahaha!!
finally im the l33t game marshal lolx ... can do cool stuff >...<
but yeah . it'll be great fun ..
Darius is coming, so that's great . of course looking 4ward 2 see my peeps too .
Hong Ern, Shawn, Eugene, Gareth . Haha. they GAY guys w00t w00t .
haha.. and seeing all u BeAuTiFuL gals : o
Jean, Denise, Pearl, Charis, Jasmin, etc.. everyone la hahaha~
okay . rambling on too much.
so yeah..

been sleeping at 4AM lately.. doing stuff.
woke up at 9 to go to Sentosa to recce the place..
now gonna stay up all night to do the cover page..
not gonna sleep at all . heh .
well. good luck to me !!
i can't play so much.. work to do heh.
well.
see ya all at camp then !
then see u again on the 18th.. after i get home from NZ ~

wS thought about life at 1:01 am

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