And you promised me.. what? A life of love and fantasy we never meant to fulfill?

Monday, June 20, 2005

Listening to : If You Leave - Nada Surf

So if you leave, don't leave now
please don't take my heart away
promise me just one more night,
then we'll go out seperate ways.

We'll always have time on our side
but now it's fading fast
every second, every moment
we gotta make it last.

-yawns. i swore i did that 38478330 times today,
just 1 more than dearest Estherr smell .
haha.
i'm so tired ! finally got dragged of the comp
and forced to study.
terms are coming though, what to do ?

so tits up, the thing is, i can't use the comp for 2 weeks
so much unfinished business !
like editing my friendster profile and feeding my online fetus.
wtf. lol.
i'm really bored, as you all can tell
and i've exceeded the 1hr slot i weaseled out of my dad by 1 minute now
which will soon stretch to 5 minutes because i haven't finished blogging.
sigh

studying really saps me, i can't believe how other people can do it so well
well sure, the urgency of O levels actually drove me on last year
but what the hell. i'm sure it was God that gave me that B3 on physics.
freak show.
'cos you see, i was determined to ditch physics for Os.
but decided ahh heck, just study on the day of the exam la,
might as well kill that 4 hours after Geography ended before the test started
so i studyed (rather) studiously in a noisy cafe at school,
and poof, a B3 from C6
but i'm just digressing, so back to my current predicament : studying
i HATE studying
i ABSOLUTELY HATE studying
there's nothing more sapping than studying what you NEED to study
i could look through Estherr's history textbook and enjoy reading it
although it's a stupid textbook i enjoy reading it, why ?
because i don't need to LEARN anything from it.
sure, i'm still learning from it anyway, aren't i ?
but haha. the fact that i don't need to consciously learn from it satisfies me.
yeah, i'm weirddd.
-enough ranting and raving.

is this enough tripe to satisfy my blog viewers ?
the *loyal* peeps from school
and the occasional wandering turtle ? heh.
ooh. check out www.sarongpartygirl.blogspot.com
yeah, she's got the media hype breathing down her neck
well i'll admit that i went there out of interest of the n00d pic haha
but i realised, like another blogger i know,
she writes rather good material. bummer.
pshht to all the other horny young men out there
muaha.

yepp.
gotta go.
'cos dad just came into the room
cant blog anymore
bye !

wS thought about life at 9:27 pm

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Sunday, June 19, 2005

Listening to : Corrine May - Save Me

Blogging this before i get to church.. it's another nice Sunday
went out yesterday to grab a present for Gene, it's his birthday today
great huh ?
hopefully we're gonna go out later as a group
that'd be great .

You take me on a roller coaster ride
You take me through and through
You see just who i am
Just take my hand and...
Save me,
From this place
Heaven knows i've fallen..
For you my sweet embrace
Heaven knows... Heaven knows...
I've been waiting for you

well i'm quitting the computer these upcoming 2 weeks.
till the exams are over, at least.
i've been inspired to do well, everytime i see her
my heart just wants to soar, to accomplish the tasks set before me
and achieve my dreams. haha .
seems like such a childish reason to do well,
but hey, isn't life too short to grow up too fast ?
i want her to save me from this place
to lift me up out of my pit and run far, far away
and maybe one day, this dream will come true, who knows ?

haa .

i just want to.. find something meaningful i guess
i've been to where i wanted to be .. ACJC
yet.. amidst the great friends and easygoing environment
i've been somewhat disillusioned .
it's always the same. somehow..
i don't know why . but hell, i just want to fix it.
get out of this place, into the Uni, where i can finally study what i want to
and not just random rubbish that i'll never use again in the future..

the dreams come more recurently, like echoes in the evening wind
have you ever had a dream that resonates so strongly,
that you just had to believe that it's true ?
i don't know..
whether to believe it or not,
or maybe, it's just another memory that's meant to be forgotten
we'll never understand the intangible,
for we're creatures of the physical and not meant to grasp the ethereal plane
yet we desire.. so often, to see it again and again.
it's that sense of mystery that brings excitement to our lives i guess.

so i'd give you my world, now
even if it comes crashing down later on
i'd still give you my all, now

wS thought about life at 9:34 am

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Monday, June 06, 2005

Holidays are here, yet it isn't very relaxing for me still. Sure, been out doing stuff with my Poly friends and such, but the dreaded thought of having terms in just a couple of weeks just takes the partying spirit away. -yawns. Great. And now, i still have to mug every week just to scrap past a sufficient grade to soothe the wrath of that anarchist bitch, my discipline master.

Went out with Ds on Saturday.. for this evangelistic lunch event. There was this cute girl in our table, but she reminded me so much of Anthony Eu that I was super turned off immediately haha! Ds still thought she was quite hot though. But boring, we went out later to Cine, and Su and Xing came along too. Played some pool, then we forked out $9.50.. gosh, bloody price jacks !? just to watch Hitchhiker's. It's just a damn lame show. The jokes are just as funny as a regular day of my school life, i.e easily achieved. Haha ! Then Jean told me on Sunday that I could get a discount with an M1 simcard.. to $4.50.. and I was like WTF !? What a bloody waste. Went for my dinner at Taka later, bought that noodle thingy from the basement. Etc, etc. Don't feel like writing it all down so I'll just end with me saying 'Have one on the house' really loudly in the Taka basement, but since it closes so early no one was around to give a shiat anyway.

Played abit of lan with Gene and Russell on Sunday after church. Ate at the noodle shop below church.. it's still quite nice, haven't eaten there in a long while. Oh the mundane drivel that i put you all through :). Met Chua and the rest.. they came from Cyberdome to Cine, so we ate dinner at BK, then i met Shawn and the rest.. Jean, Gemma, Denise, Ariana, Jia Ern, Shaan, Wei Han.. etc etc and Shawn's classmate. Watched the fashion show outside where Shawn's friend was modelling. Haha. Wasted time with the girls upstairs at the Red Lounge, then we took MRT home. Man, Gemma talked a load of crap as usual, and sang lame songs about armpits etc. on the MRT. And OMFG. We were crowded in by MASS SMALAYS.. and they were DAMN smelly. Haha. I know I'm sounding racist here, but wah lau, that really took my breath away, in a negative context ahah.

So to sum up this lame post, since I've been urged to update my blog but have nothing to say, here's kudos to my new DotA stretegy :

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If you couldn't see it, that was a picture of a Chicken (225 gold), carrying a Dagger of Escape (2150 gold), a Soul Booster (3300 gold), and a Dagon 4 (8400 gold). Ownage Chicks !

wS thought about life at 11:04 am

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