whoops. haven't been in the blog scene recently
been too busy caught up in life's twirls.. too tired to think
... too tired to blog


how long has it been? two weeks already ?
they keep passing by so quickly
next thing you know i'll be facing my promos in a flash
time passes so quickly you never get to keep any memories of life
maybe it's better that way.. it's a mechanism to make us forget the unpleasant
i'm full of regrets. so many things hits me with respite.
i think i'm just doomed to push away things.
once the going gets too good i push it away
then when the feeling ebbs i just want it all over again. i'm so fucking stupid.
but. when the only thing i ever wanted came along
i just had to push it away. and away. and away.
till now. it's gone. but i never wanted not to have it.
what can i say anymore. the past is overwritten by your present.

oh i hate the whiny parts in the abovementioned.
heh. this is a shoutout to all you players out there.
you're gonna get burnt when you least expect it. haha.


so here i am. there's a bio test tomorrow.
i haven't gone past biological molecules and onto enzymes
and here i am blogging. geez.
body's going through a decrepifying cycle -
sleep.eat.study.play not in that order
but put all these into a blender and flush it all around
and you get my life.


went out shopping awhile back with her
walked about Heeren-Cineleisure area for awhile
but i'm such an asshole. my heart was totally not with her la
just treating her like a kid sister.
liked her once.. but that was just for looks..
but hey, realised that looks didn't mean everything (albeit something..)
and now i'm just losing what i thought i wanted
.. horrors.
bought a gift for someone else when i was out with her
oh my God. shoot me haha.
-dies


okay. love segment over.
anything else to ramble on ?
so have you guys heard the Led Zepplin song played backwards ?
freaky.
http://www3.telus.net/jefmil/stairwaybackwards.htm
check this link out . this guy did some backmasking.


Original Lyrics
If there's a bustle in your hedgerow
Don't be alarmed now
It's just a spring clean for the May queen
Yes there's two paths you can go by
but in the long run there's still time to change the road you're on


*Editors's Note (me): two meanings displayed here with subtle references to the devil.
May Queen - refers to the female demon Diana. Whose fertility cycle begins in the month of May. Furthermore she is likened to a queen on the earthly realm, where she has domination over the seeds of the pagan women, hence 'fertility goddess'.
Change The Road - the two roads talked about.. and the subtle hinting of changing the 'road' that the person takes. Christians believe that the straight and narrow road is the path to heaven whilst the wide and winding road is the path to hell. Of course these are metaphors to represent the aspects of Christianity and it's scriptural teachings, but the reference to it is hardly a coincidence. Definitely a hint to switch sides eh ?


Reveresed Lyrics
Oh here's to my sweet satan
The one who's little path would make me sad
Whose power is satan
He'll give those with him 666
There was a little toolshed where he made us suffer
Sad satan


*Editor's Note 2: what can i say. besides the obvious explanations about to come
seems that the singer's already in the grasp of the devil, as explained by Christian scriptures that the 'devil has a hold on you', meaning that you're under his influence. And he knows that the path he took was the wrong one. Yet he is unable to escape, because his heart is too aversed to God to change. Not trying to prove anything here but, it's just references to the scripture ok. 'Sad satan..' probably meaning satan isn't really happy with his situation, so he has to mess up the little people on Earth to make himself feel good. kekeke.


-yawns. alright. gonna go study now.