Sometimes I Think Best If Left In The Memory
It's Better Kept Inside And Left For Good
Looking Back Each Time They Tried To Tell Me
Well Something's Gotta Go Wrong
'Cause I'm Feelin' Way Too Damn Good
And It's Like Every Time I Turn Around
I Fall In Love And Find My Heart Face Down
And Where It Ends Is Where It Should
This Time It's Like, The Two Of Us Should Probably Start To Fight
'Cause Something's Gotta Go Wrong
'Cause I'm Feelin' Way Too Damn Good
friday was beautiful .
we received our class postings
i got into SD3, the same as m
felt a surge of two feelings : happiness and bitterness
totally happy that i could be in the same class as her
but upset at the circumstances that follow.
felt jacked the whole day, running them through my mind
so much so that i ignored her much of the day
didn't know what to say to her
i'm really sorry !
we wanted to get out of school early,
our lessons had ended already and there wasn't much point in staying behind
so we climbed out through the back gate
but st said he didn't want to, and decided to walk out by the front and meet us later
but in the end he climbed over too, haha !
we ditched the 'going-ginza' idea and went over to orchard instead
did what we do best - stone at town
qy and st didn't bring clothes so we couldn't do much
we sent su off later on, he had to go home early
headed over to Taka to meet edward liew haha
his hair is like super long and coloured
looks totally different
hung around the railings just catching up on old times
we saw some familiar faces - audrey and her two teacher friends
and some ex-barker people
yeah
and that plmgs girl that keeps staring at me in art - geez
the guys went home soon afterward,
went with qy to the bustop and talked to him for awhile
like my stupid situations and his stupid situations
hah. his bus came along soon though, so i went back to cine
played lan for awhile before calling m to remind her of our meeting
she felt really lousy, and her mom didn't really want to let her go out
but she did manage to get out anyway (:
we went around the Meridian-Plaza Singapura area for awhile
before eating at the.. Kopitiam ! haha.
bet you were like like we always do
oh well.
that was my last meal, had to make it good !
we're playing a game where we're not supposed to eat anything for erm, 1 week ?
dunno.
but hell i'm starving now haha. haven't eaten anything since morning
-growls
just enjoy talking to her like i always do
then we went to her home later
she arrived half an hour late from her curfew heh,
and here i was still trying to steal time from the sandman
haha. i wanted to tell her so many things, but it was all too rush
and didn't want to tell it to her over the phone
so in the end she went upstairs to talk to her mom first
so i managed to drop by later on, (:
we talked late into the night in her movie room
poured out everything to her
felt great afterward, she's a perfect listener !
i really hope i sort out my problems by this sunday
then life could be much smoother.
don't want to lead the wrong person on
it'd cause alot of bad blood later on, which would be rubbish
since there was nothing to build on anyway
really.
my only regret that night was.
not saying the thing that i needed to say most
oh well (:
i love you. so much, so dearly, that i'd never let you go
because you're my only one. the only one
that i've ever felt so strongly for in my whole life
you don't compare to the others, and i'm not comparing you to them either
i love you for who you are and what you are
because. you're the only one who i feel honestly good with
i love you.
