woke up an hour after school started and decided not to go stumbled into my study and accessed the silly JIS system from the MOE website finally . there was no lag at all . applied for my JAE . yawn . was up into the early hours of morning today.. 2 plus talking to mari . probably sounded very sleepy . i think i almost dozed off twice . was just too tired to hold a proper conversation . yawn .
yesterday was rather fun . met chang, ds, bs, edward, and some other AC guys in town . we played LAN for awhile.. i'm really sick of the computer now . went up to level 4 in Cineleisure.. had some leftover tokens from long ago and my Time Crisis II skills have deproved temendously . just an indication of my weaning off all electronical amusements . yawn . we went to Taka for dinner. Mos Burger seemed to be the unanimous vote me and chang didn't really think much of the place. it's hardly worth the money (or effort) so we went upstairs to MacDs to get some mosh. tempura chicken burger sucks. big time. it tastes like a regular McChicken .
bs went off to the toilet to change his clothes later on we changed his wallpaper into the one where his senior was posing nude in the toilet his bum was just out there . hahaha. his reaction was just super funny when he came back yepp. went back to The Heeren to go shopping ! i feel quite bad.. dragging the guys to get my stuff . haha. you know what's it like with guys and shopping. browsed about abit before we came across this spectacle shop EyePlay the frames there were pretty cool, bought a nerd one. hmm. got the lenses fitted in. hope it turns out great ! gonna have to collect it next wednesday we'll see.. went up to 77th and bought a shirt later on that's about it. hope it drys by friday then i can use it. hmm.
hardly did anything today but stone in front of the computer. what an irony. played so many dota games that i felt sick at the thought of logging onto War3. ugh. so here i am blogging and surfing . hmm. my mom's down with a sore throat and flu. hope she'll be better by tomorrow. mari's down with fatigue. hope she'll be better by tomorrow .
my emotions feel like a lead weight inside my heart. it feels so heavy, like drowning in a pool of mud. it's so tedious, especially when you run your life governed by emotions. i'm just emotive, so sue me that i don't defer to logic or reason. hmm. it just feels dead. i don't see the excitement in school anymore. now, only one thing keeps me hanging. and that's _______. shan't say because i haven't the balls to. i never have the balls to do this. shucks. we're all just insecure at times. but we all just have to perservere. ugh-- to what end ?
