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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

i channeled all my pain into this last burst
this tearing of my etheral fabric
no feelings describe how i feel now
it's an uncertain melody
telling me that i know what i want
but i'm scared of holding it in both hands
i sold myself short
i just can't find the courage to bring my dreams to reality
should i let them fester in the dark
and bring it into the open and
watch it shine and be accepted
watch it burn and be desecrated


well i got 11 points. but strangely i don't feel a thing.
i know i should be happy but deep down inside i feel torn.
i don't know. actually i do know why.
but i'm just in denial of the reasons that trigger these reactions.
ugh.


we had Founders Day today for the entire AC family.
it was a combined affair at the Singapore Indoor Stadium
went to school after it was dismissed haha
woke up like 11 man.. crazy !
i climbed over the back gate to get into schoo.. was pretty funny
'cos there was this senior there who said it was cool to do it
and he did it and asked me to come over too hahaha !!
had to gather in the hall later on..
some teacher asked me to remove my stud
took it out but put it in again.


boarded the bus with my class..
played with my zippo muahaha . thankfully the teachers didn't smell the gasoline.
gonna have to refill it.. it's been abused so much haha .
light on - light off .
hmms .
Founders Day stank . boring like hell.
qy was just bitching and bitching about Tharman's presence
and ls was bitching and bitching about the little kids necrophilic poses.
some stupid event they tried to organise to show the coolness of being together..
.. but obviously failed miserably.
they had giant balloons too. friggin boring.
yawns. we popped them in the end.
and the human waves that occured were miserable or retarded. how about both.
so yawns. so in the end ivan, nicolas and me threw paper planes around the place. -grins


went out to dinner with mari and her class later on.. Suntec City ,
we ate at the fountain terrace food court
only ate Yami Yoghurt :)
yummms ! really yumms !
but later we met st so all of us went to KFC to eat .
we had our 2nd dinner ! peer pressured ls and qy to get popcorn chicken meals too .
-grins .
wandered around that area.. then mari told me she was in Queensway
so we ran about trying to look for the stupid mrt
then ls took out his compass and started leading us everywhere the wrong way
man.. that's really messed.. we even walked into Milennia Walk and Marina..
sigh . oh well . we even lost zx and jpang on the way. haha i'm sorry both of you !
in the end we went to Cineleisure to get a bus to mari's place..
me, st and qy stayed awhile at her place.. played abit of pool .
then they left and i stayed back with mari to talk to her.
she's great to talk to :) stayed till 12 though, didn't even realise !
we made a pinky promise before i left
that she'll go to ACJC. i really hope she does.
if she doesn't i'll miss her like crazy. yepp.
had to flag a cab. darn midnight surcharge.


felt high for some strange reason later on
ate like.. my 3rd dinner at home ! haha -grins
it was some erm.. saba dish set whatnot my mom bought back .
was okay .. didn't feel like eating anyway .
logged on to type this and stone around .
alright. i think mari's sleeping already .
shan't disturb her 'cos she isn't answering her phone .
sleep tight -grins


time to bath-dry-change
then pull all night dotas with st and qy
yumms .
:)

wS thought about life at 2:40 am

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