cut my life into pieces
this is my last resort
i'm swimming against the tide
i'm waiting for a life where i can't stop loving you
it hurts so deep inside
black to basics.
my shadows turn back to their shades of grey.
but fuck my love life it's got nothing to do with the more predominant problem today :
Blink 182 is frickin' breaking up
BLINK 182 IS FRICKIN' BREAKING UP
well i read Terri's msn nick saying that they've broken up
so i asked her, at the wee hours of 1.26AM in the morning : w-t-f ? are you for real ?
what a waste of talent.
so here's my tribute to Blink 182:
Mark Hoppus [Bass Guitar] - Greatest Punk-Rock Bassist EVER, and my inspiration to become one
Tom DeLonge [Electric Guitar] - Loved every guitar solo he played. Added the 'zest' to Blink's songs
Travis Landom Barker [Drums] - And the very best in the world ! Endorsed by Zildjian WTF !
if you decided to split because you wanted to enjoy your fan's money, i'd say FUCK TO YOU
-but- if the cause was because of the commercialism of the current rock scene into poppy-music
i'd just give you total respect.
you guys deserve it.
breaking through to the punk-rock industry off solid rock was great
you guys brought a new vision to society and taught us all something new
that this genre of music could be appreciated and grow to become a large scale musical inclination
shit. look i really have nothing more to say
some things can't be expressed in words, but rather, emotions
i'm sick of things not going right for once
everything's going bad here and there.
man.. what a bad time
but hell, you'll be remembered. for who you were
and not what you were made to. remember that. and respect it.
fuck to all of you non-blink 182 fans. you can just __ yourselves and die
why? because i don't give 2 cents worth about your comments.
what i say goes, because i'm right. if you don't like it, you don't have to read this.
gg no re-
I swear that I can go on forever... again
Please let me know, that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover, your friend
Give me your lips and with one kiss, we begin....
Are you afraid of being alone..
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
Are you afraid of leaving tonight..
Cause I am, I'm lost without you
I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
And if you will, keep me from waking to believe this
-I'm Lost Without You, Blink 182
well fuck that.
they had to break and make me feel worse.
oh geez.
nevermind.
i love you.
so damned much.
yet i can't tell you
so damned hard.
because i'm afraid
that you so damned will not like me
because i've condemned myself to be alone
and why am i wanting you
because you make me feel so good
when i think of you my pulse races
and my heart stops beating
it's as if i've reached that point in life that i cant never go back again
and i don't want to go back
because, with you, it makes me feel complete.
together.
fuck this. it's never going to go further anyway.
maybe it's time to move on
to find another girl that's more.. suitable
again i've lost another love
and gained another friend
if friends are gained through such stupid methods
why would i even want friends for ?
no doubt, few of them turn out great
but most.. are just bull. no offense
well actually, do take some, because i don't care anymore anyway.
i know that you don't care
and i know that you don't want to
and i know that you're not interested
SO WHY AM I STILL HOLDING ON?
hahaha i must be crazy, but that's how we're all are
it's time i told myself to get out of this
and move on with my life
before anymore unnecessary emotional baggage builds up
fuck to you life,
you're not getting the better out of me yet
...
(do i sound like a cranky old man? sheesh)
