you love me but you don't know who i am
i'm torn between this life and where i stand
and you love me but you don't know who i am
so let me go
just let me go
i particularly like this chorus from 3 Doors Down's new album, Seventeen Days .
just nice acoustics, nice percussion . all nice ! haha .
hockey was a blast today . we ran from ACJC.. to Clementi MRT
then one whole loop back . i can't believe i made it . madness .
bad news hit me like a ton of bricks yet again today .
it's like.. i should've expected it . i should've known .
well, actually i knew . but i didn't want to accept the bloody truth .
shucks .
should've seen it coming, but what can i do .
she's attached . Oh my God . just burn me alive - again .
...
on a brighter side, went out for dinner with Marilyn, again .
but couldn't turn that down could i . she waited till 6 plus for my hockey to end .
yeah .
we went out to Pizzara . at Holland V.
shared something called a Laura haha it's a name for a pizza .
she wanted desert, so we went to Cold Storage to get something -
Ben&Jerry's ice-cream.. forgot the name, was banana and choc . tasted yumms .
she finished a whole pack of Ruffles chips too . haha !
accompanied her back home afterward.. didn't feel like going home .
oh well .
she seemed a little bit down . but it's not something i want to blog about .
realised we both share the same tastes, though .
music. feelings. it's uncanny .
i've never met someone whom i felt so close too
it'd hurt a whole bunch if she leaves.. or i leave
that'd suck. seriously .
issues of life and death..
mortality within our purgatory .
what does it all mean .
what do we live out lifeless existences for ?
for that short burst of happiness, excitement, passion ?
what if it dies out.. where does that leave us ?
we have so many questions, unanswered .
i've got so many problems
but i just want you to take me home
just drag me by my ankles
and pull away my shins
hurl me across torn ground
just to bring me home
bring me home to a place of peace
where there's no pain
or bad emotions
i just want you to bring me home
and the candlelight fades..
darkness envelops the mind..
as we dream of summer solstice..
passing of borrowed time..
we live each day in lingo..
with no higher truth .
i've got no idea what life's got to offer .
what it's gonna serve up to you .
it may be my ass on a platter .
but you'd know that, won't you .
expecting the best..
means it almost always never comes .
take life each day as it passes . and it'll grant you sound mind .
