fuck this i can't take it anymore
each verse rewinds the time that tears to my core
feeling faded and jaded
inexplicable. my soul burns within
i'm just so angry
why?
my heart rages on and on and on
i can't explain it but i feel so torn
so broken
like.. shadows in a flickering candlelight
time ebbs away slowly. there's no prospect here for me
i'm grateful for what i have. for where i am
but is my life so superficial?
is everything they see really me. am i that shallow
or do i go further in?
i just want to leave. but i don't want to leave.
i want to stay. but i'm afraid of facing what i have to face
... i just want to feel trust and love
isn't that what everyone wants
feeling so.. empty inside
so.. screwed