contemplating what i said below, i realise.
i'm just filling up my emptiness with anger and hate.
what's the point of that when all it does is lead you to your destruction.
i can't go to hell now. there's so many things i need to do first.
in this Earth.
my dreams have yet to be acheived .
and there's so many other things i want to experience.
i pray that God'll grant me this prayer of mine .
never should've said i wanted to go to hell .
don't know what came over me .
i think deep down. there's this streak of black darkness running.
i need to find a way to purge it .
somehow .