And you promised me.. what? A life of love and fantasy we never meant to fulfill?

Monday, February 28, 2005

She Loves Me Not_ //

i don't know if i care

i'm a jerk

life's not fair

fighting all the time

this is out of line

she loves me not, loves me not

do you realise

i won't compromise

she loves me not, loves me not

she loves me not .

Clare's gone forever .

depression isn't going to do any good .

been there, done that .

get over it . yeah .

i never knew why i liked her .

maybe she's so pretty, so talented .

hey, isn't that common ?

oh shucks . maybe she was forbidden , i don't know .

Qy told me she had a boyfriend, then i confirmed it through other sources .

and still i went on and on and on till the shit hit the fans .

wow . sue me i'm dumb .

truth be told, i never really fell for her .

i told myself that's a girl i wanted .

but now.. reflecting, she wasn't the one i always wanted .

i've never spent time with her at all much .

never talked much . what's there to work on ?

back to a lighter issue : results

well . it's coming out in approximately , 2 hours, from the time i type this .

will i be looking up at a bright future ,

or looking down from the top floor of a building .

wow . i don't know either .

what i want is to be somewhere with people i love .

doing something that i want to do .

that's all . just 2 simple requirements .

broken hearts _ broken homes //

i want to get this over and done with .

shivering . will i get to where i want to go .

i know where i want to go . and that's wherever she goes .

sounds stupid ? maybe . probably .

oh well .

i wish ..

i could find the courage to tell her that i love her .

but . the past seems to be holding me back .

i can't do anything - but look on as she passes me by .

.... shit .

wS thought about life at 12:31 pm

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Saturday, February 26, 2005

well my dad's off to Australia .
and my mom's cool with everything .
so PARTY AT MY HOUSE MUAHAHAHAH .
let's organise one okay - grins .

mastered 4 zippo lighting tricks .
can't wait to try them out .
hmm .
supper later .
wonder who i'm going with - yawns :)

wS thought about life at 8:23 pm

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cut my life into pieces

this is my last resort

shucks. results are coming out soon. monday 2pm.

what will i feel when i walk back into the barker campus ?

i have no clue .

right now i feel fear.. trepidation .

that i will lose people i love .

people i treasured times with .

if i don't get into AC will they forget me ?

i know it will happen..

no matter how much you swear to write, call or meet .

soon.. it all breaks away .

why ?

it's in our human constituent to break off, and move on .

it's a healing factor .

shit .

yesterday was yet another memorable day to keep forever .

went out with Marilyn, Kenneth, Terrence, Jeremy, Heng Yi .

was a great outing.. we went to watch a movie .

the movie stank.. just another retarded child psychological thriller .

gets too yawn after awhile . just my opinion .

went to forum to eat - genki sushi .

we switched plates, did the usual stupid stuff we always do .

played the true/false story game .

where the losers had to eat this mix of crap in the middle of the table .

went walking later.. to Far East .

the rest left.. only Marilyn and Jeremy were left with me .

bought my super sexy ZIPPO lighter ! can't touch that man .

totally nice . and replenished my f-bands that lynn took away today .

i should really be more guai in school *ponders*

p.s. i don't smoke

we hitched a cab back to Marilyn's house .

it's a really nice condo . played pool in her apartment .

then we went for a dip in the pool - yeah, both of us with our jeans on .

only she went prepared cos she stayed there . tsk .

was fun ..

depression hit me like a bomb yesterday .

out of the blue it went right smack into my bloody face .

why the hell am i still thinking about Clare ?

she already has a boyfriend. so wtf am i doing anyways ?

but still - i can't stop thinking . and thinking .

bullshit .

we stayed overnight at Marilyn's place .

wore wet jeans to bed . kinky hmm ?

we slept in her movie room.. i fell asleep watching Spirited Away

don't know about the other 2..

had fits of waking and drowsing off.. i guess the rest felt the same way too

cos we were talking and snoozing haha .

she went off to sleep in her own room later on anyway .

woke up at about 6..

played some pool . ate brekkie with Marilyn . Cereal.

nothing exciting to say. really.

won Jeremy at pool again. i need to practice. we need to practice .

went for 'brunch' at Holland V.. Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf .

shucks . had no appetite really . effects of last night's depressive shit took a toil on me .

why can't these feelings just burn in hell, they really have no use don't they ?

typing this out.. hopefully i can go out for dinner.

i don't wanna stay at home cooped up .

i need to be free .

wS thought about life at 6:18 pm

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

you love me but you don't know who i am

i'm torn between this life and where i stand

and you love me but you don't know who i am

so let me go

just let me go

i particularly like this chorus from 3 Doors Down's new album, Seventeen Days .

just nice acoustics, nice percussion . all nice ! haha .

hockey was a blast today . we ran from ACJC.. to Clementi MRT

then one whole loop back . i can't believe i made it . madness .

bad news hit me like a ton of bricks yet again today .

it's like.. i should've expected it . i should've known .

well, actually i knew . but i didn't want to accept the bloody truth .

shucks .

should've seen it coming, but what can i do .

she's attached . Oh my God . just burn me alive - again .

...

on a brighter side, went out for dinner with Marilyn, again .

but couldn't turn that down could i . she waited till 6 plus for my hockey to end .

yeah .

we went out to Pizzara . at Holland V.

shared something called a Laura haha it's a name for a pizza .

she wanted desert, so we went to Cold Storage to get something -

Ben&Jerry's ice-cream.. forgot the name, was banana and choc . tasted yumms .

she finished a whole pack of Ruffles chips too . haha !

accompanied her back home afterward.. didn't feel like going home .

oh well .

she seemed a little bit down . but it's not something i want to blog about .

realised we both share the same tastes, though .

music. feelings. it's uncanny .

i've never met someone whom i felt so close too

it'd hurt a whole bunch if she leaves.. or i leave

that'd suck. seriously .

issues of life and death..

mortality within our purgatory .

what does it all mean .

what do we live out lifeless existences for ?

for that short burst of happiness, excitement, passion ?

what if it dies out.. where does that leave us ?

we have so many questions, unanswered .

i've got so many problems

but i just want you to take me home

just drag me by my ankles

and pull away my shins

hurl me across torn ground

just to bring me home

bring me home to a place of peace

where there's no pain

or bad emotions

i just want you to bring me home

and the candlelight fades..

darkness envelops the mind..

as we dream of summer solstice..

passing of borrowed time..

we live each day in lingo..

with no higher truth .

i've got no idea what life's got to offer .

what it's gonna serve up to you .

it may be my ass on a platter .

but you'd know that, won't you .

expecting the best..

means it almost always never comes .

take life each day as it passes . and it'll grant you sound mind .

wS thought about life at 10:21 pm

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Sunday, February 20, 2005

fuck this it's too funny. he's great .
it'd be cool if you could diss some wiseass with his wit like that man .
awesome .
http://maddox.xmission.com/

check it out, not not you Marilyn .

wS thought about life at 10:32 pm

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night lingers amongst the shades ..
he beckons to the light to dance with him ..
she sways in his shadow ,
a melody deeper than the flutes of the silent songstress ..
the windows rattle against his persuasive romancing ,
glass splits , shatters as he draws his breath to his lover ..
she falters . one last time ,
before plunging into the darkness of love .

the results are coming soon, this friday .
we're all jittery, it holds the fate of us all .
where we go, where we linger .
do i get to stay in ACJC ?
more importantly,
do the people i love and treasure get to stay in ACJC ?
do they want to stay in ACJC ?
what's the point of getting into my dream school .
if i don't have my best friends around ?
that would just suck .
drifting amongst the flood of strangers . lonely .
maybe i want that . but i know i really don't .
because that used to be okay with me . but now it isn't .
i feel as if i'm just clinging onto something intangible .
like .. that golden string of hope everyone talks about .
that's not what it really is , is it ?
i just want a hand to hold as i walk into the fire .

i love you so much i want to cry .
i've been falling into your eyes each time i see you .
my heart feels that lovelorn tug each time you speak .
what the fuck is wrong with me ?
i never felt this way to any girl before .
geez . i feel like shit because of you .
i feel so jaded . so torn . so lost .
because of you .

the devil visited me again today .
he asked , " Do you want to come with me to Hell ?"
i told him . sod off bitch . my life is too precious now to throw it away .
i've found a love that can't be broken .
i've found that solace that can't be thrown .
that's in my Lord .
he won't cast me aside unlike human affection, which wears away over the years .
yet i still hunger for love from people .
i just want that acceptance .
fuck i used to be some useless bastard that couldn't amount to anything .
i'll be something . just wait . i will acheive my dreams .

my hands shake as i write this ..
why do i feel so weak ?
there's stalwart emotions drifting through me ..
like a kaideleoscope of colour .
i wish i have an angel i can count on now .
why do i always bear my burdens alone .
maybe it's just me .
when you get burnt , you don't want to feel that again . anymore .

wS thought about life at 8:14 pm

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Friday, February 18, 2005

judgement falls next friday . my o level results .
i know it doesn't mean jack later on . but it means everything now .
do i get to stay in ACJC? do i remain or do i go .
do the people i love and treasure remain or do they go .
i feel shackled to an ironcast ball.. unable to tear free .
i hope it isn't sinking too rapidly .
Clare received a letter to teach.. skipping JC .
i don't know what it means but apparently it seems you scored between 14-20 points .
if you got that letter .
i'm praying i don't get that . but does that mean Clare's gonna go ?
another person lost . shit .
Marilyn tells me it's based on prelims though . i really hope so .

i just realised today how much my friends really mean to me .
Qing and Su are just casual peeps . i can't go in depth with them they don't understand .
sure i can consult them on studies, discipline, revision tips.. etc .
but i can't do jack on love .
Xing's so much more understanding . not that i'm putting anyone down .
everyone's different at doing things yeah so i can't expect everything out of anyone .
Xing's a good listener . though he has no experience in love issues it's still nice to talk to him .
cos he listens really well and i feel good later on .
thank you brother !

oh well trashed a coupla chairs and tables i gotta learn to be more composed .
people who give into physical violence are just immature in expression of angst .
i've yet to cultivate that level of mental strength and tolerance .
maybe that's why i'm so damned emotional .
shucks . i really love my classmates .

+Amanda+Clare+Cheryl+

+Diane+Felicia+Gan Yang+

+Ivan+Jane+Jia Qi+

+Joseph+Joshua+Li Ling+

+Nicolas+Shaun+Stephanie+

+Ting Wen+Wang Yu+

i hope the people i really like won't leave

it'll be different. especially you guys Clare and Shaun .

idk what will happen after friday .

but i hope we'll be able to keep in touch somehow .

i'm sorry for not being the best classmate in the world

i'm sorry for not being able to give all i could .

i've been the most selfish bastard the world produced .

and i think i've been too beng . it's time to stop it.

i never wanted to be beng . that's just full of shit .

for the record :

) i don't fucking smoke

) i don't drink... often

) i don't practice squating by the roadside

) i don't look scruffy 'cos it's cool

) i look scruffy 'cos i feel more comfortable like that

) i don't pick fights for kicks

) i don't wear a safety pin to show off

) i wear a safety pin 'cos i like it

) i won't heisitate to kill you

) neither will i heisitate to be the greatest guy you've met

) it all depends on whether i like you , you see

) so sue me i'm selective . isn't everyone?

had a talk with Marilyn late into the night .

her dad came in suddenly so she had to put down haha .

wanted to call her later on but i fell asleep oh well .

anyway she's busy tomorrow so i guess i shouldn't disturb la right ?

-grins

i know you like to think your shit don't stink..

lean a bit closer see...

roses really smell like poo poo poo...

haha i like that song . oh wells .

i hope no one leaves ACJC .

sighs .

wS thought about life at 8:12 pm

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Wednesday, February 16, 2005

still can't use the computer..
dad and i aren't on good terms - yet hopefully .
tagging this post at the comp room in school .
damn .

monday was pretty nice .
went out to seoul garden to eat haha . my first time .
walked about the city area for awhile .
yeah .
what can i say ? you dont publicize such stuff haha .

went to orchard yesterday .
i wore a safety pin throughout the day .
think i freaked some people out . hmms . oh well -grins
so i decided to get a proper one to hang on .
we went to Heeren - Me, Qing, Su
the tatoo/piercing shop at the back and got my safety pin! $1.20 haha .
yumms .
Marilyn happened to be in orchard too . so i met with her .
took a bus home together . i'm too nice haha .
hope you're okay now gal !

today was quite shite .
we watched Hamburger Hill in lit .
lotsa killing.. lotsa friendly-fragging.. lotsa . mundane stuff .
yeah .
can't wait to finish watching . wonder what happens at the end .
i made a gift for C .
:)
hope she likes it i went especially to the LT to give it to her haha .
hmmms .
ohh well .
we have cross country later . maybe i'll go visit a polyclinic .
or i'll just walk like a gay anyway . hah .
Marilyn's in competitive.. so she gets dismissed early . bahx .
so lucky !
neverminds . im too stoned to write so i'll sign off here -

wS thought about life at 11:20 am

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Thursday, February 10, 2005

contemplating what i said below, i realise.
i'm just filling up my emptiness with anger and hate.
what's the point of that when all it does is lead you to your destruction.
i can't go to hell now. there's so many things i need to do first.
in this Earth.
my dreams have yet to be acheived .
and there's so many other things i want to experience.
i pray that God'll grant me this prayer of mine .
never should've said i wanted to go to hell .
don't know what came over me .
i think deep down. there's this streak of black darkness running.
i need to find a way to purge it .
somehow .

wS thought about life at 3:33 pm

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_exerpts from ranting and raving this morning.

let me tell you what i did. i woke up feeling better.
my nose was relatively cleared and i practiced my guitar for awhile
quarreled with my dad. why? he doesn't understand me. and me him .
i trashed a coupla rubbish bins with my hands. my knuckles started bleeding.
they're still bleeding as i type this out. but they don't hurt. i'm feeling nothing.
why?
went to my room and scribbled up a frenzy. i had 4 sheets of paper filled.
don't wanna scan them in so i'll just type them out here :-

Me Vs. my Dad .
what the fuck is society man?
just a place where you get tormented?
what the fuck is friendship?
no holds barred in bloody diatribe?
i don't give two cents on your feelings (now)
you can just kill yourself
... bastard
i hate my life.
i'll kill myself
then i'll come back
and kill you.
i'll drag you down to hell with me
where we'll burn for eternity.
doesn't sound so nice does it. was how i was feeling then.

Men And Women .
men keep falling victim to their lusts and desires
giving in to the slightest whims and fancies
...that sets us apart from women
who view things with undiscerning coldness .
that's why. we mask our emotions
behind a facade of indifference
yet inside we burn .
women . they shroud their chilling indifference
behind a cloud of viable emotions .
to mask their calculating precision .
what the fuck .
just me ranting and raving about our sexual status .

My Visit With The Devil .
today the devil visited me .
he said "would you rather burn with me in Hell..
or play out your destiny here on Earth?"
i said yes. i'd rather burn.
where the worms rend your flesh
and the ethereal flames scorch your soul for eternity .
i know Hell. i've seen it .
so don't tell me i'm naive and stupid .
i'd rather go there now and burn
rather than prolong my suffering here on Earth .
i know where i'll end up anyway .
so why don't i just embrace it now .
Fuck my life on Earth .
there's too much pain and sorrow.
... at least in the pits of Hell the pain is indifferent.
you don't feel the link to it .
it's only 'physical' and i don't care .
i'm sick of what the world has to offer .
sick of hiding behind my facade .
sick of acting out a lie .
i'd rather truly die than live out my miserable life on Earth .
where there's love i can't accept
where there's comfort i can't embrace
where there's joy i can't experience
what's the whole point ?

~~.. and that's the sad truth folks .~~

wS thought about life at 1:04 pm

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

i hate you nano fuck yourself burn and die
i hope all of your friends burn and die
i hope all of you burn and die
if i see you at the ACBR carnival i'll make sure you burn and die
you snotty shitty bastard kids think you're so damned great
wait till you put your tiny shoes out into the world
you'll see what it's like
i bet you haven't even experienced one small bit of shit that i have to face every day
do you think life's a bloody breeze? your parents holding fort for you each day?
i hope you learn something when you grow up
but for now you'll just be snotty shitty bastard kids in my eyes
i'll never understand why each generation that passes becomes so damn screwed
my juniors are more screwed than me and my junior's juniors are even more screwed
why don't you take a gun and blast your heads off it'll make the world a better place
maybe it'll just make 4 individuals i know feel better but at least that's a start
i hope you burn in your WTFSS schools it's sickening to see you online each day

i know i'm childish to flame you like that i'm just going through a phase in my life
i'll burn everyone of you to the ground till i feel good again
i know it's just insecurity but what can i say i feel so fucked i can't get up again
i feel so crippled it'd take all my strength just to move again
i'll burn all of you to hell maybe we'll see each other there
i miss my salvation. why do i feel so empty inside?
i'm filling up that void with hatred and anger
there's no peace in me now i'll go on raging till the break of dawn
just to let you know i don't hate any of you
i don't hate anyone. i'm just hating for the sake of hating
_ broken&empty .

wS thought about life at 11:30 pm

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fuck this i can't take it anymore
each verse rewinds the time that tears to my core
feeling faded and jaded
inexplicable. my soul burns within
i'm just so angry
why?
my heart rages on and on and on
i can't explain it but i feel so torn
so broken
like.. shadows in a flickering candlelight
time ebbs away slowly. there's no prospect here for me
i'm grateful for what i have. for where i am
but is my life so superficial?
is everything they see really me. am i that shallow
or do i go further in?
i just want to leave. but i don't want to leave.
i want to stay. but i'm afraid of facing what i have to face
... i just want to feel trust and love
isn't that what everyone wants
feeling so.. empty inside
so.. screwed

wS thought about life at 10:58 pm

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____ Beautiful Soul : Jesse McCartney

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I wont let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

first day of chinese new year

visitations and such are in order i suppose

felt so drained after today

i think i'm down with something

hope it isn't the flu

went out with my brothers on tuesday

school had cny celebrations

we all stoned in class (NL16)

Jesse was celebrating with us. not the singer hah

we had Yu Sheng. personally i hate it

yech

went to the hall later on, they were doing cny celebrations

i loved the malay item

was pretty funny

some dancers from China put up an item too

one of them looked alot like Hebe, from SHE

Marilyn performed in strings

she has a fan club -grins lotsa people were cheering for her

of course i wasn't i'm so evil-

-grins

Zi Xing was playing his double bass at the back too

couldn't hear him though

watched Constantine later on

i ABSOLUTELY loved it

definitely. i love such shows haha

the gun, the tattoos, the symbolisms

all great.

i don't mind watching it again

yeah!

went home afterward.. was pretty dull for an outing

sheesh

oh yeah we played pool earlier on before the movie

qing and xing were crazy- they improved so much

i'm still a newbie haha i've got to practice more i guess...

was online till 3am

that's crazy

well i'm crazy

feel like drowning myself in music

no other sounds. just pure flow of music

over and over again

...

is there a purpose in life for all of us

_sickened

wS thought about life at 10:26 pm

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Monday, February 07, 2005

_Planet Shakers: Open Up The Gates

we come into this Holy place

to bring a sacrifice of praise

bow down before You and seek your face

we've seen all the mighty things You've done

cry out to you let Your will be done

tell all the world You're the Holy one

...

hear the shouts of praise

as they're rising up to You

come and fill this place

as we bring glory to Your Name

...

open up the gates and let the King of Glory in

fill this house with praises as we lift our hands and worship You

open up the doors and let Your glory fill the earth

King of Heaven we dance before Your throne

oh my gosh. i really really really really loved chapel service today

it was totally on ! i never knew my school was that cool -grins

coupla my peeps were up there on the instruments

totally ON.

good job all haha

they sang king of majesty

oh i love that song

haha

today was a good/bad day

good as in lotsa nice stuff happened

but bad because something bad happened (duh!)

got sent to dc class because i didn't do my homework

oh well. i totally forgot what can i say !

stayed back till 6pm in the level 2 library

doing my assignment. yawn

today was great too of course-

marilyn gave me my much deserved Hello Panda! -grins

... hmm too bad it was the wrong sort

wasn't the cool tube but rather the many many small packs one

sighs

oh well what can i say - i feel bad enough already haha

so THANK YOU MARILYN

(yay publicized it -grins)

...

was overally a great day la. but din get to spend time with her

ohh shucks

maybe on friday again ! -grins

can't wait haha

...

qing nigga got his bloggy up !

so funky now i can link him

FINALLY he's gotten a blog

(peer pressured !)

haha

all check it out at my link on the sidebar ya

good stuff -grins

he's new but i'm sure it'll be a very nice blog

...

_ slept from 7.00-9.30

past exhautions building up

can't wait for tomorrow, though

CNY celebrations school's half day !

-whistles + cheers-

me, qing, landon, shaun, xing and marilyn (i think so)

we're gonna go watch Constantine

can't wait. mm his shexy gun

-grins

will keep you updated dearest bloggy. see you again soon!

wS thought about life at 9:52 pm

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

recently i've been...

hopelessly reaching...

out for this girl, who's out of this world...

believe me...

she's got a boyfriend...

she drives her around in a van...

cos he's 23, and he's in the marines...

he'd kill me...

so many nights now.

i find myself thinking about her now.

cos obviously, she's out of my league

how can i wish, she keeps dragging me in

i know i'll never will be good enough for her .

-McFly. Obviously.

haha that song's quite true to me.

there's a girl that i really like.

but she's so out of my reach .

ah . sighs.

oh nevermind

only time can tell who's meant for who right?

anyway . relationships aren't exactly number one concerns of mine now

i don't know what is

still drifing . but we'll see what comes round

thing is,

i wanna stay in ACJC after the initials

don't wanna leave. i'll really miss it

the people

the school

the teachers

the Acs family

everything.

i'd work . do anything just to stay in .

hopefully my o levels are good enough-

...

CNY's coming. hong baos everyone haha .

exciting.

but i still feel.. so empty

why?

wS thought about life at 10:37 pm

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Friday, February 04, 2005

school was quite wonderful today

well. i'm pretty satisfied anyway

loads of free periods (7)

chinese teacher didn't question my past absence, cos i ponned yesterday

art teacher was pretty quiet throughout, she drones like crazy normally

went to the cafe with my class and ate sexhy tempura udon (mmm..)

played poker there. muaha no Mr Lynn there to kp (he's our DM)

(... and he's abit gay/queer)

(... and my geography teacher)

went back to the void deck afterward, cos cafe aircons weren't working

was pretty hot

geography period. i ponned together with Clare

she's great, just found out she plays the drums

for her band, Snozzled

we went to the comp lab to use the comps

chatted with Jean and Ruben

Ruben's in Meridian JC

hope he's doing fine.. his house is painted pink haha

me and Clare played some game she downloaded

Chicken Invaders

about shooting chickens and stuff

was quite okay la

mainly cos she's really fun to be with

had lit later - the Aunty and Geetha

but Geetha was in Canada

so we had a relief teacher

he caught me buying milo at the canteen

i think he got pretty pissed.. oh wells

had to finish my work in the STI later on. he said my handwriting was neat for a guy

is that good or bad?

entire class got burnt by neeta in GP

(pls note the non-caps)

(she charged us $1 for not bringing magazines or books)

... but it was a great day anyway

...

didn't get to talk to Marilyn though

she messaged me to say she still had rehearsals - at 10.30 or so

that's crazy. hope she's fine

take care girl !

-nights

wS thought about life at 11:42 pm

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Wednesday, February 02, 2005

was browsing around raina's site..

and found a link to this ABSOLUTELY retarded. but funny site .

hahaha . here's my cute lil' adopted tempura fetus.

pity i can't place it on my sidebar cos it'll make the template go wiry . oh wells .

SO CUTE ! tempura fetus -yumms .

yepps.

school's been pretty great so far.

though very little workload..

using school comp to blog now.

pity me i don't get to use the home comp.

dad's away. he locked the door -

hockey training was pretty bland yesterday.

didn't do much - just passing and dribbling.

played short 3v3s.

but that wasn't much either.

wonder when do we get to practice more strenous stuff.

can't wait . i reall love hockey !

_ feeling jaded .

_ too many struggles already .

oh wells .

this is my 2nd free period i think .

eating slowly into my 3rd .

it's so boring !

zzz .

oh and marilyn owes me a tubeful of hello panda .

*growls in anticipation

^_^ please hurry up girl !

feeling quite stoned today.

maybe it's cos of THAT.

but i don't know.

oh well.

hopefully the lessons start picking up later on.

just watched homerun (ya the chinese show)

in CLB class. i think i'm supposed to write a compo on it next lesson.

oh well.

it was a nice show anyway.

_ can't wait till my dad comes back

then i can log on and get some new songs for my ipod.

bahx .

wS thought about life at 10:34 am

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