it falls like rain..
droplets of blackened desires spilling onto the marbled floor..
fey! the gothical gargolyes wail in despair.
a black heart to a black soul..
do you see the light within?
dunno what i've done..
like a haze before my eyes.
i don't understand what i cannot see.
we can't feel what we cannot touch.
an invisible barrier restraining our thoughts
memories of the past flooding the present.
peering into the looking glass
we see our own reflections. yet we do not comprehend.
they only see our past mistakes not our good points.
the undesirable surfaces, drowning the good.
is it all worth it? for all they care is our faults.
society fucking sucks.
no one gives a damned about each other.
all wrapped up in their sorry little lives.
they go about each day, like the miller to his mill.
walking, talking, sleeping.
they thrive on the downfall of the weak.
shameless and vicious,
they prey on the outsiders.
and long for their blood to be shed.
i hate you all.
it stinks to know you.
petty and manevolent, you all just squabble like chickens in the farmyard
it sucks just to be near you all,
i'm afraid your sickness will rub off me.
i know i've been in the wrong so many times.
was i ever afraid to take the downfall?
you guys. just remember the worse sides.
fuck off my case already.
you can't even fucking remember anything i've ever done for you.
no fucking remorse in your squinty little shifty shitty eyes.
petty to the core. it's amazing you haven't killed your sister yet.
ostracizing . because of something u'd done.
ffs. get a life you bunch of losers.
it was all a joke. knowing the both of you.
for God's sakes lay off my case already
i haven't done anything to you.
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carry on with your pitiful lives.
i can't stand your silly egos.
ty all who have been great friends to me.
esp you guys @ church -
Shawn
Hong Ern
Bernie
Jean
Denise
Terri
Gemma (u still cool gal~)
Ariana
Gareth
Russell
Daniel
Matthias
Eugene
Benjamin
Jasmin
Rachel
Charis
Shaun
Wee Li
Ryan
+ all that i might have missed out
And u guys at school -
Qing Yuan
Zi Xing
Ben Soh
Gandhi D.
Landon Su [[ ur sarcasm is appreciated :) ]]
J. Chua
Cumar
Manoj
Darius Sim RX
yep. that's all. the rest you know who you are and why u aren't in here.
this isn't some hate post or something.
it's just how i feel right now.
i really don't want this to happen.
i said im sorry. what more do you want?
i've stopped right.
but you guys wanna carry on being petty
it won't affect me in any way.
honestly.
i don't really care. it's up to you.
just don't talk behind my back.
and be bloody assholes.
yep.
if you do. i really won't do anything.
but i'd pity you. so get a life.
yeah.
