And you promised me.. what? A life of love and fantasy we never meant to fulfill?

Sunday, August 29, 2004

[x] Notes from the foot of my bed____________

____________My snores are just another good vibration. [x]

++ Destruction leads to a very rough road ++

++ But it also breeds creation ++

++ And earthquakes are to a girl's guitar ++

++ They're just another good vibration ++

Red Hot Chilli Peppers. Californication.

.*. Dou Yu .*.

.*. Fighting Fish .*.

.*. An Outsider .*.

.*. My Brotherhood .*.

.*. Never Broken .*.

.*. Your Trust .*.

.*. Your Presence .*.

.*. Encourages Me .*.

.*. That's What Brotherhood Is About .*.

.*. No Betrayals .*.

.*. Together Forever .*.

abolished. broken. creased. damaged. eviscerated. forsaken. grounded. harrowed. irregular. justified. killed. lost. malice. numb. original. peserverance. quagmired. relinquished. seeking. troubled. unity. velacrose. worry. xenophobia. zeal.

Traits. Thoughts. Trials. We go through. And win.

Never shall we part.

Never shall we forsake each other.

For the better -

For the worse -

We'll never depart one another.

Nothing will come between us.

This oath binds us to Brotherhood.

Blood. By nature.

Never broken.

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.+. My Dou Yu .+.

- CLICK BELOW FOR A PIC OF MY FIGHTING FISH 'TATTOO' - DOU YU-

.+. The Outsider .+.

Don't forget your past.

Don't waste your present.

Don't forsake your future.

wS thought about life at 8:13 pm

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Friday, August 27, 2004

[x] Notes from the foot of my bed____________

____________Sleeping.Snoring.Lethargy seeps in. [x]

.the shadows fall.

.two of us.

.friends.

.sitting by the sea.

.watching the setting sun.

.a perfect orange glow.

.two of us.

.crying.

.our last goodbyes.

.like the wind.

.whispering.

.she blows away.

.our past.

.our present.

.our future.

.she wants to know.

.why.

.all that's been done to her.

.why.

.there's no one left for her.

.no one but that darkness.

.that embraces her.

.softly.

.weeping gently.

.comfort her.

.but I can't.

.anymore.

..I linger in the doorway..

..of alarm clock screaming monsters calling my name..

..let me stay..

..where the wind will whisper to me..

..where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story..

..In my field of paper flowers..

..And candy clouds of lullaby..

..I lie inside myself for hours..

..And watch my purple sky fly over you..

Evanescence. Fallen.

wS thought about life at 2:00 pm

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Sunday, August 15, 2004

[x] Notes from the foot of my bed____________

____________Sleeping.Snoring.Lethargy seeps in. [x]

.each day we awake.

.like the ghosts of this ethereal world.

.a purgatory for each funeral.

.pondering our dreams.

.cutting our losses.

.no wonder we can't seem to feel.

.the way everybody feels.

.everyone tastes the same.

.drinking from the same cup.

.of sorrows.

.of pain.

.of regret.

.of miscontent.

.of jealousy.

.of rage.

.of lies.

.of deception.

.of hatred.

.and anger.

...

.it's no wonder.

.we kill each other.

.everyday.

.each day.

.each hour.

.we murder.

.our satisfaction.

.in hunger.

.of the call.

.of death.

stupid. Can you think of all the stupid things you've done. You run them again and again through your head but you can't seem to forget them. Flush them out of your mind. Yet you can't do anything about it because it's done. Done and finished with. You'll live with regret for the rest of your life. Unchangeable.

wS thought about life at 7:31 pm

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Friday, August 13, 2004

[x] Notes from the foot of my bed____________
____________Sleeping.Snoring.Lethargy seeps in. [x]

yeah! it's another weekend and it's time to slack and relax.
well.. not really gonna relax so much now.
prelims are coming in about a month or so. Maybe less..
gotta mug. I wanna do well, like any other person.

well.
[x] did pretty well in the english oral exam today..
[x] charmed both the funky female teacher and the pms SJI guy
[x] didn't stumble over the passage reading. Got the 'th' sounds right as well
[x] did picture description effortlessly.. only a feeeew pauses. They din even ask a question. Hehx.
[x] convo was pretty cool too. I made up a fake scenario in the 'recent exciting event' question.
[x] said me and my peeps witnessed a mugging in orchard road. hahahaha.
[x] well. did pretty well overall. Yeah!

++__++ If i said i was in love. Would you believe me? ++__++

.+. your quick wit .+.

.+. your fateful smile .+.

.+. a never-ending ballad .+.

.+. to my heart's endless wiles .+.

.+. i dream of your every night .+.

.+. so much so that i can't breathe .+.

.+. the forbidden fruit to be plucked .+.

.+. that's you and that's how you'll always be .+.

.+. damn i must be stupid. damn i must be dumb .+.

.+. but i can't help but fall for you .+.

.+. it's fate. or is it so .+.

.+. i've fallen .+.

.+. so far .+.

.+. for .+.

.+. you .+.

If I could find you now things would get better..

We could leave this town and run forever..

Let your waves crash down on me and take me away.

spinning in the sands of time ____ * Sarah McLachlan : Fallen .

wS thought about life at 8:09 pm

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004

[x] Notes from the foot of my bed____________

____________Sleeping.Snoring.Lethargy seeps in. [x]

Well the long weekend is over. Ohhhh *sigh* I'm gonna miss this lazy lifestyle.

School's starting tomorrow. Yep. Drag myself out of bed. Brush and wash up.

The works.

Somehow. I just wanna pull back the blanket and snooze a little bit more.

Doesn't everyone want that.

You bet.

Hmm .

[x] Screw Ding up again.. he's damn annoying

[x] Engage in intense debate with Gori about DotA haha.

[x] Call Xing : " Gori Tendo " , instead of " Gorrrrrriiiiiiii "

[x] Listen in classes that I don't really like, but have no choice but to take.

[x] Listen in all classes but just screw around in Ding's.

[x] Talk to Kathryn Koh in Latin. See if she understands a hoot. hehe.

[x] Listen to F.I.R jamming away in my Discman on the bus. To and Fro from school.

[x] Wait. Dad's fetching me from school...

[x] ... to a blood test at NUS. .. it's for a checkup on my previous dengue encounter.

Oh well. Resolutions.. what good are they if you don't keep them? Haha.

Sigh. Fiona Xie. Haha.. everyone says she's a show-off and materialistic girl.

Maybe you can't help that. 'Cos this world calls for you to be like so.

Well.. most people.

We tend to draw ourselves in a shell by exuding a strong and demanding outlook.

We're all human after all. Most of us. Hahahaha.

*_____ National Day Update _____*

.*. Paratroopers .*.

.*. Patriotic people singing .*.

.*. Fireworks at Night .*.

.*. Went to church to see Fireworks .*.

.*. Ate dinner downstairs at Thai Food Stall .*.

.*. Ate Tom Yam. Mmmm .*.

.*. Bought $1 ice-cream from the dude nearby. Raspberry Ripple .*.

.*. Went back upstairs. Played Rugby/Football/Captains Ball .*.

.*. Scraped my elbow. Keke .*.

.*. Went upstairs to see Fireworks. Quite Romantic .*.

.*. .. Pity there wasn't a certain person next to me .*.

.*. Still was nice. Fireworks got set off twice. Not as nice as last year, though .*.

.*. Went down to watch Singapore Idol later. Ate durians .*.

.*. Loved the Para Para Lemon Tree guy. Really gh3y .*.

.*. Went home to DotA. Sigh. .*.

.*. Messaged my dearest Fubu ^_^ .*.

.*. Slept .*.

That's all haha. Peace out. Longest blog entry in a long time.

Lotsa effort put in.

Don't forget to tag.

Remember to tag on the poll.

Da?

wS thought about life at 11:00 pm

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Saturday, August 07, 2004

Order of events -

[x] Fucked Ding up at school
[x] Fell sick
[x] Went to doctors
[x] Ponned school on Friday. Only went for English speech class.
[x] Went out with peeps at Cineleisure
[x] Played Time Crisis II in the arcade
[x] Shot pool at KO Poolhouse on Level 8
[x] Watched The Village... didn't like it much, but quite touching
[x] Went with Darius to Harbourfront afterwards..
[x] Visited the McD there. Bought a McFlurry and stole a coupon ^_^;;
[x] Bought my F.I.R Cd!!! ^_____^
[x] Stoned at home playing Warcraft III : The Frozen Throne - Defense of the Ancients
[x] Taped *The Outsiders and *Room in my Heart. Watched it on Sat morning.
[x] Went to doctors again.. had another bout of sickness. grr.
[x] Played more DotA.
[x] Blogging right now.

haha. that's all folks.
too lazy. (and sick)
to do anything streneous. sighz.

wS thought about life at 3:37 pm

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