still.
falling.
breathless and gone
again.

like.
today.
the signs lead me
away.

.. turns our friendship
into dust.
like two strangers
turning into dust.


today hasn't been a good day for me
i realised that maybe, my life in school
really hasn't been meaningful
friendship is all taken at face value.
it's driving me back to my cynical self.

2 years.
you drew me out of my shell charis.
why did you do it.
there's nothing out here in the world for me.
nothing but harsh reality of a fallen friendship.
friends whom i thought got my back.
shot me at my spine.
when i turned my back.


never again. it's not going to happen again.
i don't owe anyone anything.
from now on.
.. turning into dust

trust is for the weak. the frail. the needy.

it's not hard to fall.
honestly. i enjoyed my time with you guys.
it's a pity we'd had to break our bonds
before the year ended.

i'm sorry to say.
i hope i never see you all again.
honestly